lullaby..

Wasted wasted wasted and wasted more
With every passing hour wasting ever more
I am an old piece of woven cloth
Without a shine ever have wasted evermore
my threads are losening everyday
all my fears keep me away from me .. at bay
they live and i die
they make merry and i survive
Nothing, no one can make it alright
the lack is in me..in me ..in me..
watever should have been..is so not there
courage, will, desire and siblings..
Dreams dreams draining into lame lazy excuses!!
I am feeble, fragile and ready to fly
ready to fly ready to fly
everyday i want to fly
i will fly i will fly i will fly
far away i will fly to escape..to escape
to get rid of this painful lullaby..

Swell… form.... cut in shape…mould…
…and then melt again…to swell… form… cut….
I freeze, I melt, I flow and I reverberate…
I see, I feel, I cry, I die
Anger, anger, anger and anger more…
Intervals of hope and then
the designed deep morbid ditch, all lame
With everything a little shame…
With everytime an ever enlarging loss…
Into the insanity that arches over me,
for the madness that I have lost…